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Name: Sarah
Birthday: 6/27/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: hanging out with friends, having adventures, fun times finding me, Chinese food, spring, being easily distracted, long walks on the beach, watching sunsets, stargazing, drive-in movies, walks in the park, fall, grape juice, blue jeans, raspberry tootsie pops, back massages, people playing with my hair, flip-flops, winter, music, iced caramel macchiattos, caramel apple suckers, caving AKA "spelunking", driving my little pick-up truck with the windows down, MOVIES, summer thunderstorms, lightning, spazzing, swimming, English, iced mocha, drama, summer, ASP, t-shirts, my birthday, ice-cold milk, Goldfish crackers, and life itself...
Just a note: I am just as likely to say something half-way intelligent as 'Oooh! What's THAT over THERE?!?'
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Expertise: Well, I'm apparantly a good person to get stuck on for awhile... but I'm also free for impromptu photo sessions, a laugh, a good time, and decent advice
Occupation: Consulting
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Sunfloweredeyes
Member Since:
4/2/2004
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| My life and thoughts are waaaaaaaay too boring to ever write in here... and that's an always thing as of late. Scary thought for a writer... | | |
| I wish my thoughts were clear and vivid and assembled themselves into the right words the way they sometimes do when I write poetry. I'm not exactly sure how I feel at the moment; it's all tied up and covered up in layersof consciousness. Because the truth is that it is very rare that we know the truth about ourselves and how we feel. Very much on the outside, I am happy to be home, and relieved that the semester is over. Very thinly veiled by that is the fact that I am a little disappointed by my grades this semester. Under that is the knowledge that I need to better my study habits or I am going to continue doing poorly; I know I don't put the work into college that I need to. It's been good enough until now, but it won't cut it anymore. Beneath that is the fear that no matter how well I do, I will be unable to find a job good enough to support myself and be able to save any money. I am also afraid I won't be able to find a job my parents will think is good enough for me. And that's only one aspect. A person can have so many different issues that run just as deep (or deeper) that it's a wonder he or she doesn't go insane from sheer sensory and memory overload. But it's also interesting to see how things layer and cover each other up in my mind. | | |
| Aaaaaand... the semester is offically over... yay | | |
| On a day like this, when I'm run ragged and haven't had a moment to catch my breath and chill out all day, I sometimes wish I had time to do nothing, to [gasp] be bored. Then I realize all the wonderful opportunities and people that have presented to me at Ashland... and I smile. Thanks to those who have kept me afloat during this ridiculous time in my life. I've been told I don't have to try and save the world- but I wouldn't have it any other way. I love being busy, I just forget that when life catches up with me sometimes. Thanks for the smiles  | | |
| Ever feel like everything you do is completely thankless? Even when you take initiative? | | |
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